it was cold again today. the sun was out but it was minus degrees all day. we mostly hung around the house and shot the breeze. Jed found my old heroscape toys and fell in love with them. i guess they were just what the kid needed as he played with them all afternoon. he fell aslep for a bit and then bounced right back up and back onto what he was doing. Matt found my bookshelves downstaris and i told him to help himself. he spent the evening burind in my copy of "harry potter and the deatly hallows". Jay kept to himself most of the day. i kinda got the feeling he maybe was having a bit of the "meloncholies" as i put it. Those feelings we get now of what was and lilely will never be again. it get to a guy after a while. you learn to cope with it, but somedays it really bugs you that rides at disneyland will probably never move again, we'll never see another bottle of good french wine and sadly, we'll never see another new epeisode of NCIS.